...Exhausted...

YEAH!!!
I'm exhausted but I'm extremely happy...


This Thursday, 21st of May,
we went to Red-Box in Pyramid...
Guess what?
RM26, included drinks and buffet...
And the main point is,
we sing from 6pm - 2am in the midnight!!!
Wahahahahahaha!!
This is the 1st time we sing till so so so late!!
And what I want to say is...
SYOKNYA~ ~ !!!
Oh...4get to tell u guys who was there in that night...
Me of coz, Yen Yee, Sun, Winnie, Michael, Evelyn...
And guess who else?
Is Chin Er!!!
It's unusual for Chin Er to go out with us until so late!!
So, its a miracle...!!
And I'm readily that I sang until lost my voice...
Wahahaha!!It's ok as long as I'm happy
We were so high but exhausted too on that night!!
Wahahahahaha.........!!


Yea...I'm really happy that day yet got a little sadness too...
Argued with my hubby bcoz of I'm going back home late...
This is why I'm sad and this ruined my happy night...
I really hate arguing with my hubby...
Especially when I'm damn happy although I'm going back late...
Then suddenly an argument pops out...
You know that feeling?
From a high point drop to the hell...
ARGHH!!Its ok~
He just don't understand me...
He won't feel happy when I'm happy...
Maybe I'm just too selfish...
Sorry is the only word I can say to you...
But I really happy...
I know that I didn't accompany you that made you feels sienz...
But you still can find your entertainment what~
Like watching movie and video...
This is what you always do whether I'm with you or not...
Haigh~~ I don't know how to say la...
I know you're are bored...
But don't you ever think about the future?
I still got to work too...
Same with you that cannot acompany me at the time that I want to...
It's just a usual practise now...
You got to be inured to it...
So that we can still maintain our relationship in the future although we can't always be together...
I think the problem is also bcoz we can only meet once a month...
And this made you feel unreliable...
But can you build more confidence on me...
Please~ I just want you to know that I really love you...
And I'm back to Teluk Intan on 29th of May...
I'm getting exited to meet you and my besties...
Don't say that I'm not wishing to meet you...
Please...It's enough ok~ ?
I don't wanna argue with you anymore...
Although I know that argument is a must in a relationship...
And it is impossible to escape from an argument to happen in a relationship...
I promise ok~
I'll take care of myself when I'm going out late...
Don't worry about me ok?Hubby...Muackz...


Hope that you don't scold me again tonight...
Bcoz I'm going to The Curve for 3D Monster VS. Alien...
And the movie start at 12am...
Going with Yen Yee, Sun, Michael and Evelyn
So, can you please don't scold me when I'm in mood?
Oh ya~ I watched Night in the Museum 2...
It's a nice movie...
I didn't watch 1 then watch 2...XD
Will watch 1 soon...
Bcoz Yen Yee got it in her lappy...


And Yi Hen has his operation this Wednesday...
Thank God that it's done without a hitch...
I visited him yesterday bcoz I've to study on Wednesday...
And I got a test on Thursday and an appointment too...
Which is sing K with my gang...
And finally Friday came...
My dad n mom was coming yesterday...
I bring them to the hospital and finally get to see Yi Hen...
He's fine now...still can play PSP...
All of us have been worried about him...
And he's like a King now...
Bcoz we gotta beg him when we want him to eat something...
Just hope that he can recover a.s.a.p...


Mom and Dad going back to Teluk Intan just now...
And I'm going to The Curve later...WooHoo~
Really admire myself coz I can still relaxing here and do nothing when the final exam is just around the corner...
Haigh...I don't know what to do when something around me got to disappear soon...
Guess I'll lost myself huh...?
Gotta learn to be independent again...haiz...
Just wondering, will you forget me?

...I Don't Know...

Feel like wanna blog...
But don't know what to write?
Because there are many things I want to say but don't know how to express here?


Many things happened last few weeks...
My hubby came up to KL on Labour Day to stay with me...
He stayed here for 3 days 2 nights...
& my baby Sue and dear Alvix...
They both came here too...So happy & exited!!
We've done a lot of things which is Fun & Freaky...
We went to Pyramid & 1 Utama...And Snowflake as well...
Which is a place that I usually will hang out with my friends in KL...
Keep trying clothes in the fitting room...
Cam whore in the fitting room...
And enjoyed our chocolate dessert in the Chocolate Lounge in 1U...
YUM YUM!!!
Click the URL below to get more information about our 1 day trip...
http://purrsuee.blogspot.com/2009_05_01_archive.html


Went to zoo negara for community service on 10th of May...

With Yen Yee & Winnie, we have lots of fun too...
At the beginning we have to pick up those Monkeys' POO!
Then we have to feed those Hippo...
That's easy job...
And we are so fortunate to see a 3 days old baby Hippo!!
Its so so so ~ ~ CUTE!!!
And I do made new friends...
Azli, Eyvonne & GeoGeo...
They are my team mate...
Same with Yen Yee & Winnie...
Soon, our jobs became easier and relax...
I think is because our leader is good and fun...
I don't know what's his name?
But he is Kelateh [ Kelantanian ]...
And so ngam Yen Yee & Winnie are also Kelateh...
They can communicate well in using Bahasa Kelateh...
Especially Winnie, she's so welcoming by those workers in the zoo...
And she also became famous in the zoo workers community...
HAHA!Because most of the worker in the zoo are from Kelantan...
I feel so la coz my leader keep introducing Winnie to his Kelateh's friends...
And then we end up our community service with fun and happiness...
Sorry coz i lazy to post up those pichas...


Then after the community service in zoo,
It's been a busy week for me coz loads of final project I have to do...
And now I'm free from those final project but final exam coming soon...
Yet, I still have a test on Thursday...
Then the activity on Thursday is Sing K in Red-Box!!
WooHoo~ ~
Can't wait till the day to reach...


The next thing is my 6th sister's birthday is on last Saturday...
She came back from Singapore and we celebrate her birthday in KL...
At my 2nd sister's house...BBQ ~ ~
I never seen my 2nd sis' house get bustling with noise and excitement...
And that's the first time...
Because mama, papa, gege, jie jie are all there...
And my sister's friends and my sister-in-law...
My sister's children and my sister's bf...Blah Blah Blah...
All of them are there...
So its damn mountain ppl mountain sea that day...
And my sister did ask me whether will bring friends home?
Oh~ what a offer?
Since she's offering me, why don't I bring some friends home?
Haha!Guess who's been invited...
Yea...her again...Yen Yee...
And Michael too come along with me to my sister house...
I did invite Sun but she can't attend...
And Evelyn gone to Port Dickson with her bf d...
So...
Between, how sweet is Evelyn and her bf can always travel together...
I wish my hubby is here too...
Haigh...Maybe few years later he'll be here...Hope so...
But...haiz...don't know la don't know la!!!


And erm...
I don't know what to write about anymore?
Coz I'm weirdo...
I'm freaky...
I feel odd...
Erm...I can't and don't know how to say it out here...


OH YA!!!
Before I forget...
Remind you guys that I'm going back to Teluk Intan next Friday...
29th May 2009
I've got 1 month sem break...
So, don't say that I didn't inform you guys ya...
Can't wait to meet my hubby...Muackz...
But I'm gonna miss you and my friends here too...


Also, we promise to go to clubbing and prom night 2geta!
WooHoo~ ~
Don't you all dare to forget about it!!
And don't you all dare fail to keep the appointment!!


The time is passing with high speed...
Yen Yee are going to leave Malaysia soon...
Wondering whether should I send her on board that day?
Because I'll cry for sure...
But I also scare that I can't get to the airport...
She said nvm if I can't be able to send her...
Feel contradictive on whether to go or not?
Michael said he'll go wor...
Don't know whether true or not?
If he's going then MAYBE I'll follow him lo...
Coz I'm not sure whether I still can come back here or not?
But if not...Then Bye Bye le Yen Yee...
Gonna miss you when you're gone...BYE


And I think thats all for today...
Feel tired but don't feel sleepy...
I'm weirdo huh!Imsonia is bothering me this few days...
Still can remember that I finish my CCA at 6.30 in the morning...
And sleep for an hour then wake up go to school...
Then I still feel very energetic in the whole day!
How 'geng' I am?

...WHAT...

its been quite a long time i din blogging...

n i cant predict tat the blog tat i post is like tis...

juz ignore if u feel bored...

n actually u can juz dun bother about tis blog...

im sick......

what the hell am i doin?

what the hell i am?dammit!

y i'll bcum like tat?

she's reli drives me crazy?

im juz feeling left out!

i juz feel like, u r fooling me huh?

im not born to entertained u!

y shud i cry for u?

to make u hapi?

u will hapi huh?

how bout me?will u tink about me?

yea!i shouldn't take it too serious...

its okay~

FINE...

mayb im juz nothing to u...

why should i make u so important to me?

u still hav them, u still hav others...

i shouldn't b like tat...but y?

u wan to leave huh?wats the big matter huh?

y should i cry for u from the moment

i noe u r goin to leave until now?

sorry?sorry for wat?i dun reli noe?

sorry no cure...

yea...i know...

its good for u to leave to get better education...

i cry not bcoz dun wanna let u go,

juz bcoz not willing u to go...

fine...now i get it...

mayb my exist is actually not tat important...

but y u wanna fool me?

y u wanna treat me tat good...

like my bf do...WHY?

y i always beat by fren...

im not tat weak...IM NOT!!!!!

why?

n im wondering why thrs a post

all about u in my blog?

im crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im crazy!!!!!!!!!!!

im totally crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat the hell am i doin????

im fucking sick!!!!!!!!

just tell me why~....?*sigh*

i hate it!!!!!!

im angry yet sad...

im blue, im blur, im blub, im nthg....

juz feel like a deep feeling tat we've met for so long,

even its not more than half year...

but problem will still occur like me n sue...

i juz duno y?

hu am i?y am i act like tat?

mayb i should juz dun care too much...

coz it'll make me feel sad n sick...

n u juz made me feel like u nit me

when they're not here...

y everyone wanna treat me like tat?[except my hubby]

is it tat im not important to anyone?

y should it be like tat?WHY?

y shud i take a fren so important to me?

okay~i shud juz dun care anymore...

should i?

but i shud ask myself...

can i do tat?

eventhough i know i cant...

shud i juz try to do it...?

...Happy Day...

2day is really a happy holly shit day!![poor adjective]

I'm damn HAPPY 2day...
bcoz of the bowling competition altho i din win...

can't blif tat i made it!!!!!

this is the 2nd time i play bowling in my life...

but i can strike all the bowling!!!!

wat the fuck!!!im so damn goood!!wakakakaka!!!

no la...too proud d...im still at the begin to learn it...

i nearly cry d when i hit the first bow...

n den when i hit strike, i wanna cry liao!!!

coz im too hapi d n very high d!wakakka!

but i din cry also coz thr r many ICPU students...

actually is Winnie & CK teach me how to play de...

after the competition, all of us damn tired...

& later on smthg happened & it made me geram...
watever...i dun wanna talk bout it here...
i'll talk bout it in another places...

& b4 v leave thr...i took some pichas wit my fellow frens...

CK, one of my teamate...

so hapi to team wit her!!
she so funny!!!!

Winnie, another teamate...^^
tat one is Micheal's hand!!!kacau betul!!



This is Yen Yee la...*hug*



This is Ah Po...he did open his eyes okay?
not accidently close one...wahahah!!
actually i accidently close my eyes...
but after i c tis picture closely,
i found tat thr's not much different whether i open / close
my eyes when i take pic wit him...
ahahahaha!soli ar Ah Po...hahahaha!!!!
actually my eyes very small oso...
but if compare wit him, im bigger...wahahahahaha!!!!!!



Chu Ying a.k.a Chewing...the cute one...



Tsu Mien...she cuts her hair d la...
y cut till so short leh???sob sob... :(



Me, Winnie, Sun & Evelyn...
Micheal is taking this photo...





Sorry Micheal, u'r not here coz the photo of
u & me is in Sun's camera...
mayb i'll post more pichas on monday IF im free...
& TQ guys...i hav lots of fun thr wit u all 2day^^...
sory for saying Yen Yee forcing me to go thr...hehehe...

...TQ TQ TQ TQ TQ...



& after finish the competition...
I 4low Sun, Micheal & Evelyn to have my dinner...
coz Yen Yee them r going to steambot again
with her high school frens...
I wish to go, but steambot make me change my decision...
IF NOT I'LL GO!!!SO TAT I WONT FEEL TAT GERAM!!!
if i can noe earlier, i rather go steambot again...aiks...




n after finish my dinner, v go shop for a
while but v din buy anything...
but i did try some clothes in MNG...
coz i tink of Agatha n feel like wanna try some clothes...
so tat i can syok sendiri...wakakakaka!!!!!
the picha is quite blur coz i take them in a hurry...
& thr r ppl outside...n no ppl accompany me...
so i can juz take them fast...
n juz ignore my face if u feel disgusting...XD
i oso duno y i'll do such emotion??


i love the black & white colour one...
but i cant wear it wihout a shirt...
coz its not 9s on me without a shirt...
mayb a plain white shirt or singlet will be better...
i just love tat...
n i also walk into Topman...
i wanna try a cute dress but thr r many ppl...
& nobody wanna accompany...
no point for me to try inside but my frens
r waiting outside the shop...
so i juz gave up to try the cute dress...aiks...
i tink nxt time i better go alone when i wanna try smthg...






























and tats all for 2day...
i wanna bath n rest den sleep liao...
im damn hapi but damn tired too...
no energy to move anymore...
n last but not least...i reli hav lots of fun 2day!!!
all of them r funny n cute n 9s n....many many...
TQ guys especially Yen Yee for "forcing" me to go...
hahahaha...*muackz...*
& i gain an opportunity to learn on
how to play bowling...wakaka!!
hope tat i can go again...hehe....
n good nitez all...sweetdream & sleep tight...^^
n one for my hubby...*muackz...*hehe....

oh ya!!another things!!!
tat make me irritate n a bit tulan!!!
about the laptop thing...
i thought i can get one very soon...
but juz now my sis calling...
n she told me to buy compaq...
but i wan tat copper HP!!!
n she said very expensive!!!
wat la!!!i told u to buy in PC fair u dunwan!
wanna ask ur fren!c!!!wats the result now!!!!
when can i get a laptop????
she called me to wait for another PC fair!!!
how long shud i wait???
HOW LONG??HOW LONG???
U TELL ME!!!HOW LONG SHUD I WAIT!!!!???
ARH!!!GERAM BETUL!!!
GERAM BETUL!!!!!!!!!!

...Prom Night VS. Clubbing...

Which one shud i go?Prom / Clubbing?

I'm quite annoyed by this recently...

Shud I make a contrast 1st b4 i make my decision?

Erm...ok...juz do tat coz im free now...

PROM NIGHT: BAD

• RM100 for entrance [its robbering me]
• theme=mafia [im not tat interested in the theme]
• need to buy new dress for the prom [$$ needed]
• no partner [this makes me feel bored]
• duno how the ball room looks like [mayb it look sucks]
• A-Level's Prom Night in Shangri-La Hotel [but ours in unknown hotel or mayb just Im the one hu duno tat hotel?or the hotel is not tat well-known]

PROM NIGHT: GOOD

• it oni hav once in a year [so if i dun go i have no chance to go anymore]
• all of my frens r goin but actually v depends on each other. u go i go lo...n mayb v can chit chat thr [n look at those couple touching here n thr ==]
• Yen Yee & Cristy r goin to graduate tis sem [spend the last night wit them]
• can gossiping thr about how other ppl wear like [this is bad i noe...but v r all girls wat...XD]
• mayb can spot some handsome & sexy lady [wow!!]

CLUBBING: BAD

• I hav to spend at least RM40 on tis [its cheaper than the prom night!]
• Ppl might realize tat how crazy i'm when im dancing [the one they haven't seen my real personalities will find it out!]

CLUBBING: GOOD

• Don't hav to spend so many money [tis is good]
• can finally go a place tat im craving for [wahaha]
• release my stress & my discontented [the best way...same with sing K]
• don't hav to buy new dress [save more money]

SO, both hav their good & bad...

Den...can i choose both...XD XD

Actually this is wat we're planing...

After the Prom, straight away go to the club...9s rite??we may hav many fun!

But the Prom is on Monday after the week of exam(8.6.09)...

N do u tink ppl will go to the club on Monday?

And we knot experience the atmosphere in the club if we go on Monday

Plus, we knot c many ppl dancing n c how crazy they are...

Aiya...duno la?mayb v'll find another day for clubbing...

And tml im going to Pyramid for Bowling Competition...

Weird rite?i can slightly rmb the 1st time i play bowling is in genting when im oni 4,5 or 6 yrs old...

n im falling down when im throwing out the ball...

n after tat, i never play bowling for so long until tml...

hope tat i wont fall down again...

actually i dont wanna go one la...

tat Yen Yee lo...keep calling us support this event tat organized by her team in Business Leadership...

Den me, Sun, Micheal, Evelyn, Winnie, CK, Tsu Mien, Chu Ying and Ah Poh all have been forced to go...

No la...actually juz support Yen Yee la...coz nxt sem im goin to take Business Leadership too...hope tat i can do tat as well...i go thr so tat i can widen my knowledge on how ppl organize a game or competition...

Im team wit Winnie & CK...& our team name: HamBurger...wakaka!

but i tink we won't win one lo...coz im thr n i reli duno how to play bowling...

juz hope tat i wont get throw along wit the ball...==

ok la...tats all for 2day...im goin to bed earlier 2day coz my hubby call me to sleep earlier...if not he's goin to punish me with er......mayb something bad...and he'll b calling me at 12.00am for checking me whether i've slept d onot...so bad!

...Lesson From Life...

Just now, i saw some cool stuff in my mail-box...

This e-mail is from Sin Yi, my collegue...

Sorry for never mention her in my blog...

Even we've a great memory in sem one,

But less communication in this sem...

B'coz of different subject and different break...

Now see these......

I think all of these is the fact and truth in our life...

I really learn something from it...

And the 1st, 4th, 5th, 6th & 7th one really meaningful...

I really learn somthing from it...

Don't try to explain urself to anyone...

B'coz the one who like u doesn't need it,

N the one who dislike u won't believed it...
Yea...its really true...

Why I need to do so many explanation for

those who doesn't like me?

If they like me, they sure will know wat

kind of ppl I'm, rite?

And others r also meaningful...

Time is just like the river...

Once it pass, u'll never touch the same water anymore...

B'coz it'll never pass & it'll never b the same again...
Shud I tell this to myself?

B'coz I keep trying on findin back my

sweet memory with my hubby...
Am I stupid?I think Im not...but mayb yes...??

I juz wanna recollect bak our sweet memory...

Which will never happen again...erm...shud I say never?

Or most likely, will not happen again...?erm...watsoever...

As long as our heart r still stick 2geta...

Dunno why?When I read about this,

I think of many incident that have happened on me...

In the past, how many ppl & thing is hurting me?

N how am I suffer from theeesseeee......!!!!!

When I've been framed up [ for no reason ]...I'll cry...

But not for those who I think he/she is not important for me...

But after reading the picture...

I realize tat I've been crying for those who never care for me...

Ohk...after this...I've also realized tat how baka I'm?

I cry bcoz i care, but they don't care bout me...

Aiyah...nvm la...those have d past...so it's juz memory...

N at the present,

I feel so happy n lucky n welfare...

Coz I'm in love wit the person tat loved me...

N I tot i'll meet many poker face in KL...

But it's not like how i think b4...

I meet many sincere fren, hopefully...XD

N they r all very 9s n funny...er...

My besties & frens in T.I. [ when v r gossiping ] will noe it's actually not all la...

But also can said as 'ALL' la...zzz...

N I also have to be very gratefull that I'm

actually not the most pity one...

& Agatha, u're right...

There're many other ppl out thr r pitier than me...

However...Yea, i meet some poker face & lan si ppl...

But im not their fren anyway...

So, juz don't care bout them...haha...

& in the future,

Er...I can't reli predict everything...

But at least I can plan for my future...

Hopefully it can go under wat i hope n plan...XD

N i also hav to be very thankful tat the 8th

picture didn't appear in my life so far...

I do not want to graduate so fast...

I think study is good although its hard...

But at least I can still enjoy my holidays...^^

K la...tats all...good nite all my fren...

Hav a 9s dream & sleep tight...

Why recently I've think bak so many thing???

Duno??[ indifferent...weird... ]

N sorry for the small picha & the tiny words...

U guys can zoom in the window to see clearly...

Paiseh la...

[ ps: Am I too young to talk about this? ]

...PC Fair...Lappie Lappie...

Did I mention before that my mom said she allowed

me to buy a laptop already? [finally...]

Yea...Yesterday, I went to the PC Fair in KLCC...

Spotted lots of lappies...

Due to the variety of model, I don't know which to choose?

Er...Actually I did decide which I'm gonna buy...

Let me show you guys the pictures & model...

The 1st Choice: RM2999

This is the one that I'm craving for...

I don't know why?I'm just damn loving the colour!

But the screen is just 13.3 inches...

That is the only thing I don't like...

& there is an extra charge of RM74 to expand it RAM to 4GB!

HP Pavilion dv3611TX

Copper Colour

The 2nd Choice: RM2699

I chose this because it's cheaper...

Also the function...And, it

almost got the same thing with the above one...

I don't know what colours are available in this model?
But actually I don't really like this...

Compaq Presario CQ40-308TU

The 3rd Choice: RM2999

I chose this because it's free to expand the RAM to 4GB!

But the 1st one cost extra RM74 to expand the RAM to 4GB...

So, which one is better if compare with my 1st choice?

Hermm.....??

DELL STUDIO 14

The 4th Choice: RM2499

I chose this because it's the cheapest one...

And the function, erm...

Just so so only..."Ma Ma Dei" lo...

DELL INSPIRON 1525

The 5th Choice: RM3988

This is my last choice bcause it's the most expensive one!

I chose this because it's "Good Looking"...

It available in 5 colours:

Black, Chocolate, Red, Pink & White

I like the Chocolate one although I like Pink colour...

& also the Red & White one also not bad...

They are just so so so gorgeous!

But the Black one, just so so...

Because there's nothing special with it...

Just look like a ordinary laptop, I mean the contour...

But I think it's not neccessary for me to use this...

Because...erm...I don't know?

Just...not neccessary to use such high tech one...

But I just love it...

If my 1st choice can change cover with this,

it will be better!XD
Er...But I still love my first choice more than this...wakaka!

VAIO CS

& the conclusion is:

I'll only consider between my 1st & 2nd choice...
The others just for an example...

Er...How about you guys?

Which one you Prefer?