...WHAT...

its been quite a long time i din blogging...

n i cant predict tat the blog tat i post is like tis...

juz ignore if u feel bored...

n actually u can juz dun bother about tis blog...

im sick......

what the hell am i doin?

what the hell i am?dammit!

y i'll bcum like tat?

she's reli drives me crazy?

im juz feeling left out!

i juz feel like, u r fooling me huh?

im not born to entertained u!

y shud i cry for u?

to make u hapi?

u will hapi huh?

how bout me?will u tink about me?

yea!i shouldn't take it too serious...

its okay~

FINE...

mayb im juz nothing to u...

why should i make u so important to me?

u still hav them, u still hav others...

i shouldn't b like tat...but y?

u wan to leave huh?wats the big matter huh?

y should i cry for u from the moment

i noe u r goin to leave until now?

sorry?sorry for wat?i dun reli noe?

sorry no cure...

yea...i know...

its good for u to leave to get better education...

i cry not bcoz dun wanna let u go,

juz bcoz not willing u to go...

fine...now i get it...

mayb my exist is actually not tat important...

but y u wanna fool me?

y u wanna treat me tat good...

like my bf do...WHY?

y i always beat by fren...

im not tat weak...IM NOT!!!!!

why?

n im wondering why thrs a post

all about u in my blog?

im crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im crazy!!!!!!!!!!!

im totally crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat the hell am i doin????

im fucking sick!!!!!!!!

just tell me why~....?*sigh*

i hate it!!!!!!

im angry yet sad...

im blue, im blur, im blub, im nthg....

juz feel like a deep feeling tat we've met for so long,

even its not more than half year...

but problem will still occur like me n sue...

i juz duno y?

hu am i?y am i act like tat?

mayb i should juz dun care too much...

coz it'll make me feel sad n sick...

n u juz made me feel like u nit me

when they're not here...

y everyone wanna treat me like tat?[except my hubby]

is it tat im not important to anyone?

y should it be like tat?WHY?

y shud i take a fren so important to me?

okay~i shud juz dun care anymore...

should i?

but i shud ask myself...

can i do tat?

eventhough i know i cant...

shud i juz try to do it...?