...Arguing...

Yea...Sue...I agree wit u...
The song "Mad" by NeYo is really 9s...
Guess wat?I juz argue wit him...
And I hear tat song, it makes me cry...
But, nothing have been cured for the arguing...zzz...=.="
Wats those thing la???kanasai!

I really duno y i wanna argue with u?i juz...
Wanna say out my unsatisfying in life...
Or like wat u say, simply find smthg to argue wit...Am i lame?
But Can't u juz hear me for a while or juz comfort me?
Yea...I noe...I noe...
I play those STUPID games with u, u dunwan...
But how im gonna noe u wan to play o not?u din told me at all!
I duno whether u dunwan or dunno Im playing wit u?
And I am starting to yelling...said out many thing which has d pass!
N many things tat im not suppose to say!
But its juz happened and...im angry at tat moment!
N can u plz b more man or brave or anything?
Sorry...but its juz a sudden and those thing appear in my head again!
I duno?I noe u r very tired and wanna sleep...
Juz go n dun bother me!u hav ur beauty sleep n i do my homework!
I noe im juz like an old lady murmuring thr!I NOE!I NOE!
U can juz dun bothering me!N dun keep telling me to receive ur fon call!
I WONT OK!coz i dun wanna scold by u in the fon again!
I juz hate tat!N later confront me again and say sorry!
Wat for?scold me d and say sorry again!
Yea!i noe im wrong but u too!er...YES!u got wrong!er...
U shud noe me!noe my temper more than others!
But u dun!u dun understand!dun understand wat im thinking!

Yea...u told me many...asked me y suddenly change to another person?
N said tat i've d 4get how hard we've been thru to be 2geta?
I will never 4get how hard we've been thru!i'll remember it!4eva!
And once i think bak i'll cry!tink about y they r so bad?so cruel!
N tis leads to, i miss u harder n harder...
N im suffering here because i miss u!miss u so much!
U noe!i juz cant...i duno how to say!u wont noe!
I always say tat, n u'll say im trying to escape from the problem!
Im not trying to escape!i juz wan to stop tat or dun wanna face it?
U juz noe how to keep telling me dun waste money those thing!
I will save the money ok!i'll juz use a lot of money tis month!ok?
Coz i have to buy lots of presents to lots of frens!ok?
Can u plz dun keep saying me?

If i told u something, n u'll juz find others reason to say to me!
I juz cant win u everytime i argue wit u!i'll lose!
But i'll win if i cry...u'll hug me if u c me cry...n say sorry...
Im not purposely cry to make u feel sorry...i juz can't bear it!
But how about now?can anybody hug me when im crying?NOBODY!
Even when im crying in front of u, will u still hug me?
Or u'll juz feel bored when c me crying?n ask me to stop crying ONLY?
I duno?ask urself!!

Im reli suffering in KL when u r not here...
But luckily i got those frens...
Yea...i noe...distance relationship is not ez to maintain!
But what can i do?Break Up? NO/YES?
I've think about it b4, i wish to break up wit u...
But i juz can't do it...
I wanna break so tat i dun hav to suffering from missing u everyday!
But i juz can't...it will make me suffering more than b4...
i noe...im lying myself...

Sumore...u r goin to work in Johor soon...mayb...
But how if its real?What can i do?
How r we goin to meet?When can me meet?
N tis will make our relation more harder to maintain!Y?
Y shud we been thru so many blocks?y shud we?
R u trying to test us, God?u need us to prove our love to u?
Can u plz decrease some of the blocks?coz its too hard...plz...
How?can o not?cannot?ok...fine!den v'll prove it to u!!!!

And...ok...Sorry, my sweetheart...
I reli duno wat r v arguing for?mayb im juz in a moody mood?
Or simply to argue wit u...coz so long din argue d...n v shud argue...
But i juz play wit u!im juz trying to find some fun!
Can't u juz accompany me?Play together?I duno?
I juz deadly miss those day we've been 2geta everyday...
Play 2geta, stick 2geta, dating everyday...but now...
I so need u...sometimes i reli need somebody here...but hu?
Sometimes when im alone, i'll juz look at the fon n cry alone...
Y?can i?i juz cry for missing someone!

I said to u, i dun wanna hear ur voice...
I said to u, stop sending me msg...
I said to u, stop disturbing me from doin my homework
I said to u, i won't go bak tis thursday...
But, im telling lies...
Even i said i will hav to c whether tis thurs got many homework onot?
But i've d plan to go bak, coz i reli wan to c u...
I look at the fon when u r calling...
I juz can't accept the call coz Evelyn is here...
I dun wanna yelling to each other in front of her...juz...no good!
I dunwan scold by u in the fon...
I was waiting bside the fon while im doin homework...
Waitin for ur msg...c wat r u goin to tell me?
N, im goin to buy the bus tickets 2molo...o shud i say today...
So wat?im angry at the moment ok?
OK...fine...sorry ok...its my fault actually...i noe...
Even u r right, u'll still and always say sorry to me...
Well...i purposely write in english coz i noe u wont understand...
And...
I've finish yelling here...yelling like no 2molo...
It's d 2.55am now...shud i go to bed now?
Bet i can't wake up tis morning...aiks...or wake up wit a balloon eyes?
I juz can't sleep...i tink u too...i noe...tats laz time...
Coz u'll oways send msg to me in the midnite after v argue...
N say many things to me, but im sleepin like a pig...
N now is my turn...send msg to u when u r sleepin like a pig...
I noe ur feelings now...coz i oways din care for ur feelings...
Sorry okays?Sorry my sweethearts...
N i reli miss those time when v r fallin in lov wit...the beginning...
Can i get bak those sweet and romantic feelings from u?
Coz im juz like a part of ur family now...
No more those romantic things d... =(
Could u tink some to make me hapi?
Dun ask me to do so, coz im a girl!and u break the promise!
U din chase me bak on our 3rd anniversary!
Tat is im actually forcing u to chase me bak...XD
Coz i juz wan to feel the feelings tat being chase...tats all...
Haiz...fine...finish yelling now...yelling to say sory...lame...