...WHAT...

its been quite a long time i din blogging...

n i cant predict tat the blog tat i post is like tis...

juz ignore if u feel bored...

n actually u can juz dun bother about tis blog...

im sick......

what the hell am i doin?

what the hell i am?dammit!

y i'll bcum like tat?

she's reli drives me crazy?

im juz feeling left out!

i juz feel like, u r fooling me huh?

im not born to entertained u!

y shud i cry for u?

to make u hapi?

u will hapi huh?

how bout me?will u tink about me?

yea!i shouldn't take it too serious...

its okay~

FINE...

mayb im juz nothing to u...

why should i make u so important to me?

u still hav them, u still hav others...

i shouldn't b like tat...but y?

u wan to leave huh?wats the big matter huh?

y should i cry for u from the moment

i noe u r goin to leave until now?

sorry?sorry for wat?i dun reli noe?

sorry no cure...

yea...i know...

its good for u to leave to get better education...

i cry not bcoz dun wanna let u go,

juz bcoz not willing u to go...

fine...now i get it...

mayb my exist is actually not tat important...

but y u wanna fool me?

y u wanna treat me tat good...

like my bf do...WHY?

y i always beat by fren...

im not tat weak...IM NOT!!!!!

why?

n im wondering why thrs a post

all about u in my blog?

im crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im crazy!!!!!!!!!!!

im totally crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat the hell am i doin????

im fucking sick!!!!!!!!

just tell me why~....?*sigh*

i hate it!!!!!!

im angry yet sad...

im blue, im blur, im blub, im nthg....

juz feel like a deep feeling tat we've met for so long,

even its not more than half year...

but problem will still occur like me n sue...

i juz duno y?

hu am i?y am i act like tat?

mayb i should juz dun care too much...

coz it'll make me feel sad n sick...

n u juz made me feel like u nit me

when they're not here...

y everyone wanna treat me like tat?[except my hubby]

is it tat im not important to anyone?

y should it be like tat?WHY?

y shud i take a fren so important to me?

okay~i shud juz dun care anymore...

should i?

but i shud ask myself...

can i do tat?

eventhough i know i cant...

shud i juz try to do it...?

...Happy Day...

2day is really a happy holly shit day!![poor adjective]

I'm damn HAPPY 2day...
bcoz of the bowling competition altho i din win...

can't blif tat i made it!!!!!

this is the 2nd time i play bowling in my life...

but i can strike all the bowling!!!!

wat the fuck!!!im so damn goood!!wakakakaka!!!

no la...too proud d...im still at the begin to learn it...

i nearly cry d when i hit the first bow...

n den when i hit strike, i wanna cry liao!!!

coz im too hapi d n very high d!wakakka!

but i din cry also coz thr r many ICPU students...

actually is Winnie & CK teach me how to play de...

after the competition, all of us damn tired...

& later on smthg happened & it made me geram...
watever...i dun wanna talk bout it here...
i'll talk bout it in another places...

& b4 v leave thr...i took some pichas wit my fellow frens...

CK, one of my teamate...

so hapi to team wit her!!
she so funny!!!!

Winnie, another teamate...^^
tat one is Micheal's hand!!!kacau betul!!



This is Yen Yee la...*hug*



This is Ah Po...he did open his eyes okay?
not accidently close one...wahahah!!
actually i accidently close my eyes...
but after i c tis picture closely,
i found tat thr's not much different whether i open / close
my eyes when i take pic wit him...
ahahahaha!soli ar Ah Po...hahahaha!!!!
actually my eyes very small oso...
but if compare wit him, im bigger...wahahahahaha!!!!!!



Chu Ying a.k.a Chewing...the cute one...



Tsu Mien...she cuts her hair d la...
y cut till so short leh???sob sob... :(



Me, Winnie, Sun & Evelyn...
Micheal is taking this photo...





Sorry Micheal, u'r not here coz the photo of
u & me is in Sun's camera...
mayb i'll post more pichas on monday IF im free...
& TQ guys...i hav lots of fun thr wit u all 2day^^...
sory for saying Yen Yee forcing me to go thr...hehehe...

...TQ TQ TQ TQ TQ...



& after finish the competition...
I 4low Sun, Micheal & Evelyn to have my dinner...
coz Yen Yee them r going to steambot again
with her high school frens...
I wish to go, but steambot make me change my decision...
IF NOT I'LL GO!!!SO TAT I WONT FEEL TAT GERAM!!!
if i can noe earlier, i rather go steambot again...aiks...




n after finish my dinner, v go shop for a
while but v din buy anything...
but i did try some clothes in MNG...
coz i tink of Agatha n feel like wanna try some clothes...
so tat i can syok sendiri...wakakakaka!!!!!
the picha is quite blur coz i take them in a hurry...
& thr r ppl outside...n no ppl accompany me...
so i can juz take them fast...
n juz ignore my face if u feel disgusting...XD
i oso duno y i'll do such emotion??


i love the black & white colour one...
but i cant wear it wihout a shirt...
coz its not 9s on me without a shirt...
mayb a plain white shirt or singlet will be better...
i just love tat...
n i also walk into Topman...
i wanna try a cute dress but thr r many ppl...
& nobody wanna accompany...
no point for me to try inside but my frens
r waiting outside the shop...
so i juz gave up to try the cute dress...aiks...
i tink nxt time i better go alone when i wanna try smthg...






























and tats all for 2day...
i wanna bath n rest den sleep liao...
im damn hapi but damn tired too...
no energy to move anymore...
n last but not least...i reli hav lots of fun 2day!!!
all of them r funny n cute n 9s n....many many...
TQ guys especially Yen Yee for "forcing" me to go...
hahahaha...*muackz...*
& i gain an opportunity to learn on
how to play bowling...wakaka!!
hope tat i can go again...hehe....
n good nitez all...sweetdream & sleep tight...^^
n one for my hubby...*muackz...*hehe....

oh ya!!another things!!!
tat make me irritate n a bit tulan!!!
about the laptop thing...
i thought i can get one very soon...
but juz now my sis calling...
n she told me to buy compaq...
but i wan tat copper HP!!!
n she said very expensive!!!
wat la!!!i told u to buy in PC fair u dunwan!
wanna ask ur fren!c!!!wats the result now!!!!
when can i get a laptop????
she called me to wait for another PC fair!!!
how long shud i wait???
HOW LONG??HOW LONG???
U TELL ME!!!HOW LONG SHUD I WAIT!!!!???
ARH!!!GERAM BETUL!!!
GERAM BETUL!!!!!!!!!!

...Prom Night VS. Clubbing...

Which one shud i go?Prom / Clubbing?

I'm quite annoyed by this recently...

Shud I make a contrast 1st b4 i make my decision?

Erm...ok...juz do tat coz im free now...

PROM NIGHT: BAD

• RM100 for entrance [its robbering me]
• theme=mafia [im not tat interested in the theme]
• need to buy new dress for the prom [$$ needed]
• no partner [this makes me feel bored]
• duno how the ball room looks like [mayb it look sucks]
• A-Level's Prom Night in Shangri-La Hotel [but ours in unknown hotel or mayb just Im the one hu duno tat hotel?or the hotel is not tat well-known]

PROM NIGHT: GOOD

• it oni hav once in a year [so if i dun go i have no chance to go anymore]
• all of my frens r goin but actually v depends on each other. u go i go lo...n mayb v can chit chat thr [n look at those couple touching here n thr ==]
• Yen Yee & Cristy r goin to graduate tis sem [spend the last night wit them]
• can gossiping thr about how other ppl wear like [this is bad i noe...but v r all girls wat...XD]
• mayb can spot some handsome & sexy lady [wow!!]

CLUBBING: BAD

• I hav to spend at least RM40 on tis [its cheaper than the prom night!]
• Ppl might realize tat how crazy i'm when im dancing [the one they haven't seen my real personalities will find it out!]

CLUBBING: GOOD

• Don't hav to spend so many money [tis is good]
• can finally go a place tat im craving for [wahaha]
• release my stress & my discontented [the best way...same with sing K]
• don't hav to buy new dress [save more money]

SO, both hav their good & bad...

Den...can i choose both...XD XD

Actually this is wat we're planing...

After the Prom, straight away go to the club...9s rite??we may hav many fun!

But the Prom is on Monday after the week of exam(8.6.09)...

N do u tink ppl will go to the club on Monday?

And we knot experience the atmosphere in the club if we go on Monday

Plus, we knot c many ppl dancing n c how crazy they are...

Aiya...duno la?mayb v'll find another day for clubbing...

And tml im going to Pyramid for Bowling Competition...

Weird rite?i can slightly rmb the 1st time i play bowling is in genting when im oni 4,5 or 6 yrs old...

n im falling down when im throwing out the ball...

n after tat, i never play bowling for so long until tml...

hope tat i wont fall down again...

actually i dont wanna go one la...

tat Yen Yee lo...keep calling us support this event tat organized by her team in Business Leadership...

Den me, Sun, Micheal, Evelyn, Winnie, CK, Tsu Mien, Chu Ying and Ah Poh all have been forced to go...

No la...actually juz support Yen Yee la...coz nxt sem im goin to take Business Leadership too...hope tat i can do tat as well...i go thr so tat i can widen my knowledge on how ppl organize a game or competition...

Im team wit Winnie & CK...& our team name: HamBurger...wakaka!

but i tink we won't win one lo...coz im thr n i reli duno how to play bowling...

juz hope tat i wont get throw along wit the ball...==

ok la...tats all for 2day...im goin to bed earlier 2day coz my hubby call me to sleep earlier...if not he's goin to punish me with er......mayb something bad...and he'll b calling me at 12.00am for checking me whether i've slept d onot...so bad!

...Lesson From Life...

Just now, i saw some cool stuff in my mail-box...

This e-mail is from Sin Yi, my collegue...

Sorry for never mention her in my blog...

Even we've a great memory in sem one,

But less communication in this sem...

B'coz of different subject and different break...

Now see these......

I think all of these is the fact and truth in our life...

I really learn something from it...

And the 1st, 4th, 5th, 6th & 7th one really meaningful...

I really learn somthing from it...

Don't try to explain urself to anyone...

B'coz the one who like u doesn't need it,

N the one who dislike u won't believed it...
Yea...its really true...

Why I need to do so many explanation for

those who doesn't like me?

If they like me, they sure will know wat

kind of ppl I'm, rite?

And others r also meaningful...

Time is just like the river...

Once it pass, u'll never touch the same water anymore...

B'coz it'll never pass & it'll never b the same again...
Shud I tell this to myself?

B'coz I keep trying on findin back my

sweet memory with my hubby...
Am I stupid?I think Im not...but mayb yes...??

I juz wanna recollect bak our sweet memory...

Which will never happen again...erm...shud I say never?

Or most likely, will not happen again...?erm...watsoever...

As long as our heart r still stick 2geta...

Dunno why?When I read about this,

I think of many incident that have happened on me...

In the past, how many ppl & thing is hurting me?

N how am I suffer from theeesseeee......!!!!!

When I've been framed up [ for no reason ]...I'll cry...

But not for those who I think he/she is not important for me...

But after reading the picture...

I realize tat I've been crying for those who never care for me...

Ohk...after this...I've also realized tat how baka I'm?

I cry bcoz i care, but they don't care bout me...

Aiyah...nvm la...those have d past...so it's juz memory...

N at the present,

I feel so happy n lucky n welfare...

Coz I'm in love wit the person tat loved me...

N I tot i'll meet many poker face in KL...

But it's not like how i think b4...

I meet many sincere fren, hopefully...XD

N they r all very 9s n funny...er...

My besties & frens in T.I. [ when v r gossiping ] will noe it's actually not all la...

But also can said as 'ALL' la...zzz...

N I also have to be very gratefull that I'm

actually not the most pity one...

& Agatha, u're right...

There're many other ppl out thr r pitier than me...

However...Yea, i meet some poker face & lan si ppl...

But im not their fren anyway...

So, juz don't care bout them...haha...

& in the future,

Er...I can't reli predict everything...

But at least I can plan for my future...

Hopefully it can go under wat i hope n plan...XD

N i also hav to be very thankful tat the 8th

picture didn't appear in my life so far...

I do not want to graduate so fast...

I think study is good although its hard...

But at least I can still enjoy my holidays...^^

K la...tats all...good nite all my fren...

Hav a 9s dream & sleep tight...

Why recently I've think bak so many thing???

Duno??[ indifferent...weird... ]

N sorry for the small picha & the tiny words...

U guys can zoom in the window to see clearly...

Paiseh la...

[ ps: Am I too young to talk about this? ]

...PC Fair...Lappie Lappie...

Did I mention before that my mom said she allowed

me to buy a laptop already? [finally...]

Yea...Yesterday, I went to the PC Fair in KLCC...

Spotted lots of lappies...

Due to the variety of model, I don't know which to choose?

Er...Actually I did decide which I'm gonna buy...

Let me show you guys the pictures & model...

The 1st Choice: RM2999

This is the one that I'm craving for...

I don't know why?I'm just damn loving the colour!

But the screen is just 13.3 inches...

That is the only thing I don't like...

& there is an extra charge of RM74 to expand it RAM to 4GB!

HP Pavilion dv3611TX

Copper Colour

The 2nd Choice: RM2699

I chose this because it's cheaper...

Also the function...And, it

almost got the same thing with the above one...

I don't know what colours are available in this model?
But actually I don't really like this...

Compaq Presario CQ40-308TU

The 3rd Choice: RM2999

I chose this because it's free to expand the RAM to 4GB!

But the 1st one cost extra RM74 to expand the RAM to 4GB...

So, which one is better if compare with my 1st choice?

Hermm.....??

DELL STUDIO 14

The 4th Choice: RM2499

I chose this because it's the cheapest one...

And the function, erm...

Just so so only..."Ma Ma Dei" lo...

DELL INSPIRON 1525

The 5th Choice: RM3988

This is my last choice bcause it's the most expensive one!

I chose this because it's "Good Looking"...

It available in 5 colours:

Black, Chocolate, Red, Pink & White

I like the Chocolate one although I like Pink colour...

& also the Red & White one also not bad...

They are just so so so gorgeous!

But the Black one, just so so...

Because there's nothing special with it...

Just look like a ordinary laptop, I mean the contour...

But I think it's not neccessary for me to use this...

Because...erm...I don't know?

Just...not neccessary to use such high tech one...

But I just love it...

If my 1st choice can change cover with this,

it will be better!XD
Er...But I still love my first choice more than this...wakaka!

VAIO CS

& the conclusion is:

I'll only consider between my 1st & 2nd choice...
The others just for an example...

Er...How about you guys?

Which one you Prefer?

...W.H.Y...

为什么能发生在别人身上的事就不能发生在我身上？

有时真的很不想去读别人的Blog。。

因为全部有情人的朋友，

她们的Blog都记载了甜蜜的时候。。

看了我会很伤心。。因为我什么都没有。。

还是我跟他甜蜜的时候已经过了。。？

真的很想知道，她们真的没有不开心的时候吗？

还是她们并没有写出来？谁可以告诉我。。？

最近真的很emo。。

为什么一个人的心情可以因为另一个人而变得不好？

有时真的很讨厌他。。

为什么什么都不给。。我知道你担心。。

可是我就是很想去试。。

我要去Clubbing，可是你说有第一次就会有第二次。。

我以为爱情是你高兴，我也就会高兴。。

可是并不是。。我去了会高兴，但他未必会高兴。。

不是他看到我开心，他也会开心的。。

是我太过爱玩吗？

以前我们有同样的兴趣，现在却没有了。。

我也不知道为什么？

以前我们一起去打球，都会很开心。。

虽然有时会有小小的争执，因为我一直打不好。。

可是现在我们有很多东西想一起做，但都做不到了。。

回到安顺，我想去打球，可是你却要做工。。

没做工时，其实发现你也不是很想打球了。。

你弄得我感觉我现在什么都只能找朋友。。

弄得我觉得你并不重要。。

我说带你一起去Clubbing，你说不要。。

说你不喜欢那边的环境。。

可是去看看都不能吗？

现在一个太乖了，一个太好玩了。。

性格完全相反了。。

以前的你变成现在的我；现在的我变成以前的你。。

我知道你很好，你真的太好了。。

可是我真的很讨厌你一直担心我。。

为什么我需要关心时，你却不关心。。

我不需要时，你却一直管我这个管我那个。。

我自己可以照顾自己好吗？

在KL，没有你，我也是这样过。。

虽然刚开始会不习惯，可是现在我也不是走过来了吗？

你可以相信我一下吗？我可以自己照顾自己。。

每次回去安顺，我都会很开心。。

每次到你家，你走出来时，我都会在车上微微的笑。。

就是很自然的微笑，我也不知是为什么？

可是有时你对我做的东西，会弄得我问自己：

“为什么我要笑？”

“真的不明白，回来是为了什么？”

为什么你不想想，我每个月只能见你一次。。

难道你要的就只有这些吗？我真的很不明白。。

你每次告诉我，你不会离开我。。除非我先离开。。

可是这不是重点，重点是。。

就算你不会先离开我，但你还会爱着我吗？

还有，是我们在一起太久了，

买到没东西买了，还是什么？我不知？

人家都会在特别的日子得到想要的东西。。

可是我呢？什么都没有。。

其实真的很感谢所有送我礼物的朋友。。

因为我真的很久没有收过礼物了。。

就算是一份小小的东西也好，我也会很开心。。

可是如果能收到我喜欢的那就更好了。。

尤其是Yen Yee那天送我的Cookie Monster。。
无段段收到礼物，真的很开心。。
虽然你用蟑螂吓我。。
还有，你给我那一箱Ferrero Rocher，
其实我动都没有动到。。因为我知道我吃不完。。
所以这个月30号回去，我会带一半回去。。
你拿给你阿姨的孩子吃吧。。



其实有距离的感情真的很难维持。。
真的要有恒心。。我知道。。
从我选择来Kl读书开始就预料会有这样的事发生。。
Who said distance never seperates two
hearts that reli care...
Even we reli care for each other...
But the long distance is still a problem...
Plus, we can only meet once a month...
How cruel is that...T^T
所以能时常跟情人见面的朋友们，
好好珍惜另外一半吧。。
不要等到失去了才觉得可惜。。



好久没有这样哭了。。
可能是一路来我们都走得很顺利。。
今天才真的很不开心。。
也是因为Evelyn睡了，所以我才可以这样哭。。
其实我真的很担心失去你。。
记得我们五年级就认识。。
我们可以说是从冤家变成情人的。。
过程中经历了很多很多问题。。
有自己的，坏人的，家人的，朋友的问题。。
直到现在，可以说是得来不易。。
难道你就以为我舍得放弃吗？一点都不。。
只是我真的不知道我能撑多久。。
因为有时真的很累。。No Support...
B'coz I can't get to see you everyday...
但我却不想离开你。。
你可以这样爱我多久？
其实我应该觉得感到庆幸不是吗？
因为至少每个月还能见一次。。

现在都几点了。。
3.03am。。
我怎么了。。
真的很想躲在被窝里哭。。
可是我却不能。。我的心真的很痛。。
无形的痛。。
其实我真的很爱你。。
不然为什么我伤心时会那么痛苦？

该是时候睡觉了。。
希望我能梦见你。。

...LOVE / MONEY...

爱情，还是钱？钱， 还是爱情？
这是个很common的问题，你们会怎么选？

我会选择爱情，
因为钱可以在爱情过后一起赚。。
可是有些人会选择钱，
因为没有钱要怎么谈恋爱。。
那哪个才是最好的答案呢？

我曾经看过一句很有意思的句子：
分开，是为了等待重逢，
经历过考验的爱情，才能牢固，
才是真爱的开始。。
我相信这是真爱，因为我们经历过无数考验。。
但有谁能证明真爱就代表不会分开？

有时我真的很希望跟你调换身份。。
那你就不会一直跟我说你不配跟我在一起。。

有时我真的很希望你会读书。。
那你就可以跟我一起读书然后出来做同样等级工。。
那你就不会说怕以后养不起我。。

其实有些东西不是你不想，而是你没有信心。。
其实有些东西不是你不敢，而是你不忍心。。
看吧。。今天你终于这样做了。。

其实有些东西不是我不要，而是我做不到。。
其实有些东西不是我不好，而是我想看你紧张我的样子。。
看吧。。任性就是这样的下场。。

记得我答应多你无数样东西，可是我都不会实践。。
可是你却会记得很久。。
对不起，因为太多东西要记了。。我没办法。。
可是你却说我没有放在心。。
我有，好吗？只是我记不起来。。

其实爱情是自私的。。
在谈恋爱的人统统都是自私鬼。。[包括我]
因为你想占据对方。。
有谁愿意跟别人分享自己的伴侣的吗？
为了要有个伴。。
所以有了爱情，相等的，爱情是自私的。。

其实爱情并不完美。。
爱情有时会很烦人。。
因为慢慢地它会是一种责任。。
如此你们会开始打算你们的未来。。
当你发现你认同的对方未必认同时，
那就是爱情的不完美之处。。

其实爱情有时不会让你觉得幸福。。
爱情都会有争执。。
因为这样会搞得人家流泪。。
有谁从来没有为爱情流过一滴眼泪的吗？
我，不知为了这段爱情，流了多少的眼泪？
所以，当你伤心流泪时，你会觉得幸福吗？

也许是我太过自私，没有想过你的感受。。
也许是你太过自私，没有想过我要的自由。。

或许我是错的。。或许你是对的。。
但每次吵架我最终都会是对的。。对不起。。
你说我不会分配时间来陪你。。
可是你有没有想过我回去时，
你也是为了做工，没有陪我。。
我只是。。。。只是。。。。唉。。

爱情是什么？
把一个个的陌生人变成情侣，
再把一对对的情侣变成陌生人的游戏吗？


[ps：此短文只是属于本人的立场。]

...Another Sudden Feelings...

今天好多感觉。。一次过统统跑完出来了是吗？
突然想到，我是时常被遗落的那个。。
会不会也有其他被遗落的人可以来跟我做好朋友呢？
哈哈。。很无聊吧。。？但无论如何。。
朋友，当你觉得被遗落时，别忘了还有我。。
我很乐意抽出我宝贵的时间陪你们。。
因为我时常被遗落，哈哈！
最好的方法就是打通电话来向我哭诉啦。。
因为我很乐意做你们的听众。。^^

没有啦。。其实我还有我最爱的老公。。
老公永远不会忘记我。。
因为他一整天都透过电话粘着我。。
烦呐你。。哈哈！猪酱。。！ 但我喜欢就好。。嘻嘻！
喊啦喊啦！明天就回去见你啦。。
淑雯。。。照我看，你不需要我的咯。。
你大把朋友。。hoh？Poker Group Somemore。。。
哼！我会吃醋的！！！hemph！！

今天，老公终于把工辞掉了。。
早就该这样做了。。他的老板根本就不是人。。
刻薄到死。。小心被告。。
Bandar Baru 里面有一间修车店千万不要去。。
I mean 安顺的。。叫什么源星的！
在OK德隔壁的，最后那间，不要去。。OK。。不要去！
要的话就去他隔壁那间。。

老公，你要加油哦。。
还有9年的时间，不能慢慢来了。。
因为时间很快就会过的。。
其实我觉得我们已经不是情侣，而是一家人。。
因为没有情侣的feel了。。你可以给我一点浪漫吗？
！@！#￥#。。乱乱讲话。。不知道自己在讲什么？
想到什么就写什么？不知道啦！
不要写了啦！因为我头脑的wire接不对位了。。
因为我想到什么就写什么，很没有point。。

还有，每次我去看那个女生的blog，我都会对你很失望。。
POKER FACE。。aiks。。算了吧。。
Mr. M都告诉过我们了。。
High School fren will be ur fren 4eva。。
hey。。how bout secondary shcool fren?
i dun tink high school fren will b our fren 4eva。。Maybe。。
but mayb our POKER FACE tink so。。

还有的就是，老公。。不要再管我用钱了啦。。
我真的不会乱花钱了啦！你越管我，我就花越多。。
我花可是我还是有照样把钱存进我们的户口啊！
还有，你别每次说你怕以后娶不起我好吗？
你找份好好的工做会娶不起吗？
而且我以后也会做工的好吗？不用你养我。。
我不要做黄脸婆。。
你再这样说的话我就在学校找个有钱人嫁给他！
你要我这样是不是？
到时你不是不用怕养不起我了咯。。
因为都有人帮你养我了。。是不是？你要这样是不是？
哈哈！到时我看你还要不要管我用钱。。
你不要省钱省到变吝啬鬼就可以了。。不准啊我告诉你！！

淑雯。。你hoh。。grrr。。
无话可说了。。我回去你又不回去。。
算了算了。。你有你的Poker Group就够了。。
而且还有Stripe day tim。。一起穿Stripe衣hoh？
很好。。不用解释了。。我知道了的。。哼。。
U better read my blog asap loh i told u。。
*HEMPH*......*哼*

ok...reli tats all for 2day...
i got ntg to say liao...
but i wanna add on smthg...is tat...
laz week i gone to mei kit hse for baking lesson...XD
but i got no pics on my hand...so...
for more pics, u all can visit Agatha's blog...
http://oceanagatha.blogspot.com/2009/03/20-march.html
if anyone was interested wit those stupid, crazy, and silly pics,
just click on the url tat i hv given above...haha!ok...ciao~~

[ ps: the cakes tat v've made is reli nice...emm...yummy yummy! ]

...A Sudden Feeling...

今天心情不是很好。。
在想为什么人要有感觉？没有感觉的话那该多好？
如果人没有感觉的话，就不会伤心了。。
突然感觉自己是多余的。。没人会在意我的存在。。
觉得自己其实并没有那么重要。。
我懂。。这种感觉时常会出现。。
是因为我太敏感了吗？应该不是。。
应该是因为我太在意朋友了，所以才会有这样的感觉。。

为什么要有单数？我真的很讨厌单数？
唉。。算了吧。。如果人没有感觉也就不会高兴了吧？
今天没什么特别的。。只是想吐吐心里的不满。。
我脑子里真的有太多的为什么了。。
算了吧。。我也不想知道答案。。
因为自己心里有数就好了。。
免得从别人口中知道答案够后会更加伤心。。
顺其自然吧。。你要知道的东西自然会让你知道。。
时机到了，人家自然会告诉你。。
有时自动去问了反而得不到真正的答案。。

很想念淑雯，想念只有我们两个，没有别人的时候。。
因为只有我们两个，不需要管别人。。
也因为是双数，而不是单数，所以不会有人被遗弃。。
不用担心自己在不自觉中遗弃了别人，
也不用担心自己在不知觉中被人遗弃。。
这种感觉真的真的很不好。。
没有尝试过的人根本就不懂。。

想回以前，被抛在后头时的那种感觉真的很可怜。。
我真的不知道为什么？我真的很想知道为什么会这样。。
当只有单数时，肯定会有人被遗忘在后。。
所以每次只有单数时，若我有伴，我都会时不时往后看，
因为担心谁会落后了。。
可是你这样对人，人家未必会这样对你的。。
每当我是单数的那个人时，我都很讨厌走在人家后面。。
因为我很讨厌那种感觉的浮现，所以我都会要走在前面。。
可是你走在前面，又不知道她们要去哪里？
你会一直往后看，看看自己的朋友会去哪里？
但当你往后看，看不见朋友时的那种感觉真的很。。。。
当看不见人时，会感觉无助，没有方向，不知到要去哪里？
会觉得其实她们根本就不需要，也不在意你。。
都要怪那姓陈的cibai婆！我到现在还是那么恨她！！
是！我就是那么记仇的人！到我死了我都会记得！
谁sin过我！谁back-stab过我！谁诬赖过我！谁背叛过我！
不要说我看不开！！我就是这样的人！！认识我的都知道！
我根本就没有做错事！！！为什么要这样对我！！！
又不是我的错，我是永远都不会认错的！！！！
我也试着从霜羚那得到答案，但她也告诉我不知道为什么？
其实我也知道霜羚很难回答我的。。
还是她真的不知道？但哪有人会没有理由的抛弃朋友的呢？

我永远会记得！可是也可能有那么一天，我会放下。。
但我还是会记得！！她们是怎样对我！！
可是只会用很普遍的心情，坦然面对。。
不会像现在那么激动！！
希望不会有人又钩起我痛苦的回忆。。

我以前都会相信，坏人都会有恶报的！
可是为什么不会？坏人都没有得到恶报。。
那对做好人不是很不公平吗？
我从来都没有那样对别人，为什么别人要那样对我？？
淑雯，你会那样对我的吗？你会骗我的吗？
老公，你会那样对我吗？我知道你不会的，对吗？
其实我并不应该对朋友种下那么深的感情的，对吗？
因为就算你对她们很好，她们都不会那样好对你。。
就算你真的很在意她们，她们未必觉得你很重要。。
就是这个原理。。
老公，你对我来说是很重要哦。。

刚才跟Evelyn去打机，淋雨回宿舍，而且很大雨。。
到宿舍都湿透了。。突然很想老公。。
想念以前一起骑摩托淋雨回家时。。
想念一起躲在kaki lima避雨时。。
想念你帮我挡雨的背。。
其实是我要淋雨的。。因为我觉得这样很浪漫！XD
没想到我说而已，不久后出去要回家时就下起雨了。。
那是以前啦。。很久了，老公你还记得吗？

明天就回安顺了。。可是只回去两天。。
很伤心，因为两天后就要回来了。。
到时就要等到一个月后才有得再回去了。。
明天也有Literacy Test。。考整天。。
所以明天12.30pm就放学了。。但我6am点就要起床了。。
希望哥哥明天不要做到那么迟，
那我就可以早点回安顺了。。

好吧。。我不想写了。。
身体很累，但却不想睡。。
不知道为什么？
算了吧。。
Mayb they r juz a lil too not over me。。。
我也不知道自己在说什么？88

[ ps: i've d make the font size to large... ]
[ hope u all won't feel difficult to read it...^^ ]

...Continue...

this is the goodie bag tat i get from the maxis broadband rock on event....

its cool and i get many others stuff...

but im juz lazy to post them up...all r nice and good...

this is the new Mazda RX8...cool man...

And this is me...suffering on study so many notes for econ test...
And the effect is...WHITE HAIR!!!!OMEGosh!!!

I got my 1st white hair...found by Yen Yee...aiks...

So, to release my stress, i go for Confession of a Shopaholic today

wit Sun, Yen Yee & Evelyn...9s to watch...reli a 9s movie...

And i go to shop after tat movie...XD...

Yen Yee bought me a Cookie Monster shirt...

She said as a April fool present for me...

Sumore in blue colour one...wakakakaka!!!

but she bought tis for me bcoz she uses a cockroach to scare me!!!

arhh!!!kanasai la her!!but the cockroach is fake one la..

but i still get scared...==

And tis one, i bought for myself one...so cheap!!oni cost RM15...

actually is buy one free one...one is RM30...

Sun choose one den i choose one lo...so oni cost RM15 each...

ok la...tats all for 2day...

i wanna do my homework d...88 all...

and i hate tat previous post!!

soli for the ugly arrangement of the pics...

i duno wats wrong wit this stupid blogger!!!

...ARGHH!!!...

Earth Hour day in Pyramid...

Before switching off the light...

This is after switching off the light...

This is the 150 inches plasma tv show in Pyramid...

Cost RM500,000 each...

thrs got oni 7 of them in the entire world...

if u got 1, u dun hav to go to the cinema anymore...

...Rojak Post...Updating Old Post...Mix Mix...

Im just a lil tired of state down wat was happen...

So, y dun juz let those pichas speak...?*wink*
Erm...Start from my bday present 1st...wakakaka...

This is the Ferrero Rocher that my

hubby gimmie...He cuts the manila

card & stick them on it himslef...

haha...^^...*muackz*








N this the the movie tat im craving

for few weeks ago...den Chewing &

Tsu Mien giv it to me...haha...thx...

n the Billabong is from Yen Yen...

Tq la kakak...haha!

This is the shirt tat Sun gimmie...

& Evelyn as well...

Look at it...how dare i am to wear it leh?
swt....==

This is the decoration thing tat Evelyn

gimmie...She said she sticks them up by

herself...tq la...but i dun hav a place to

hang them up la...

This is the wrappin paper...

from Chooi Khuan present...

i like it so much...thx CK...

This is also from CK...

so cute...the headfree...

in blue somemore!!

N this is the photo album...

from CK oso...so cute la...

how am i goin to use tat leh?

coz too cute liao la...haha!

Thx for ur present CK...

n u & Seng Le bday cards too...



And tats all for my bday present...

Now is my story of vacation to Pangkor wit my hubby...

Reach Lumut...

but before on board...

After on board...& reach Pangkor...

so tired...waiting for the ship...

coz so many ppl when holidays...

The sunset...

such a pretty view...

proud of my capturing technique...

wakakaka!!

This is more pretty...

Same as this...

Like thr is an angel coming down...

Look!!

Im touching the cloud...

haha...

[ plz ignore my stupidity if

u wan to...XD ]
but u juz like it...

Bare foot on the sand...

Bare foot in the water...

XD

& finally tis is us...

*muackz*

[ to be continue ]