...Stupid Me...

Am I kinda stupid?
Does anybody try to wait for meteor in the city?
Bcoz i know i can't get to see the meteor...
But i still keep waiting them to appear...
I know it's impossible to see them in the city...
But i still believe tat thr will be miracle...
Plus, thr is a road lamp stand still outside my window...
How am i goin to see then?
Obviously...i can't get to see any altho i keep waitin for so long...

But duno whether is my illusion or wat?

I realize smthg tat flying fast thru the sky?

Is tat meteor?

I oso duno?

How does meteor look like actually?

And i not oni see one...

But some of them...

N its not clear...

The light is very very shallow...

Aih...

Its illusion la i think...

Dun lie urself d la Veeiean...

U think too much d...

Go to the bed la...

And juz now when im waitin...

I look at the moon and start crying again...

Think of my parents...

Think of why its so unfair...

Think of many thgs...

Many thgs appear in my brain in a sudden...

Think of why we can't stay with the ppl tat we love...

Juz feel like every thing is changing...

I'm afraid of growing up...

I wish the time could stop...

Every week i've been waitin for weekend...

But when its Sunday...

I told myself weekend is going to reach again...

Time is speeding...

Im such a loser...

Im so so emo now...

*sigh* T.T